LOST AT HEART

A love seemingly absent
Yet it's so alive in me
My mind questions but,
 My heart beats to one rhythm
The mind beats "You should go"
But my heart beats "I should love"
See, my heart has its mind,
And my mind has its mind!
What did i ever do but love?
Loved insanely but grey ticks came in handy.
And since when did a question mean arguing?
Mystery never unfolding,
Love never growing,
Just glowing.
Glowing within me but smoke within you,
Smoke reminding me of once a love.
Dear heart,
Just keep me alive,
Am tired!
Tired of u doing the thinking
And then I end up bleeding!

By: Jennifer Mwangi (Sonia)